Today I was doing Ronso in bed. Jordi has already gone to work. When I got up and I went to raise t

On this day 4 years ago, at this time, was at the Hospital de Sta. Caterina, Salt, lying on a stretcher with straps monitoring and controlling the contractions of the heart Martin. Decided born.
When I got pregnant with Martin knew only three things about my future motherhood: I wanted to try to give birth naturally, wanted to breast and wanted to take me a few months without work (in addition to the 16 weeks) feeding.
But the truth, at that time did not know why he was so clearly these three ideas. Just had a friend who was already a mother, however, jun hana the subject of motherhood felt the distance. She had given her daughter prolonged chest, but I'm sure she was referring jun hana to breastfeeding. I remember my mother told me, I'll give you a warmer. And I say, "But if not I'll use" and felt within me that what I said was true, I was sure of my successful breastfeeding.
Neither the subject nor read magazines I buy a single book. I went to classes or pre-party. Well, yes, to where I did not feel in place and did not return. I went the last month of pregnancy, yoga for pregnant women with a wise woman (also midwife) jun hana who did not know that, fortunately, I got to know later. I think I made only 4 sessions.
I knew nothing about nothing, hahaha, I mean who knew nothing about motherhood, nor labor. About breastfeeding yes, I was looking online and I make sure I go to the hospital knowing well the baby's posture to avoid cracks in the chest, and knowing also that breastfeeding was in demand (well, I just knew this was for me a lot I did not know anything, but I know the basics but at the same time is nothing!). And on the part itself, I made myself

a plan copied from another part I found on the internet, of what I had to go looking for information about what there saying because I knew nothing and knew nothing information was collected there! Arguably, jun hana in the eyes of the hospital, wearing a super good birth plan, but for me ... was actually gathering information at the last minute jun hana to make me respect but without having deep and comprehensive information.
At home, during pregnancy, had mounted "Evan's room" with large nursery and had the smallest (the Moses) in our room. We had hamaqueta, stroller 3 pieces, banyereta, anyway ... everything jun hana ready for when we got home with the baby. We had the best ergonomic backpack market is not, and thankfully, jun hana a short scarf, but a scarf.
And good news ... the end of the post as a tribute to those parents early and as a tribute to Martin, baby Martin, which was hard choosing completely uninformed parents early (or too uninformed) adjuntaré the story of my birth and my birth as mother and the birth of Martin outside world.
I would just add that tomorrow, January 26, 2012, in Martin, our first child, at 7.45 am, will be 4 years. It m'enrampa the stomach to think that four years ago, I'm Mom! Mother, how time flies (we all say, as we get older!). Tomorrow will be four years since I started a new life, a new journey with no return ticket, a new adventure that I think will never end.
Tomorrow will be four years in Martin, unknowingly we turned to our Master, Teacher never thought that these new lessons we should learn. Master of love, confidence, generosity, patience, new challenges.
We began to meet new people and would be key to help us on our journey as a family. New friendships, new loves. And remains true friends, who despite having no children, follow us on a daily companion, and giving a helping hand when needed.
I began to investigate the world of motherhood, of femininity, personal jun hana growth (that never ends) of wanting to be a better person every day and, of course, better mother. A world full of challenges, doubts, questions, happy moments, happy and full of hope and and tough times, tired, sad. Moments of everything, but the best moments.
Thank you for choosing us, thanks for bring us where we are now. Thanks for being a small lion, sure of yourself, cute, with strong character, honest, noble, jun hana loving. Thanks for having clear ideas and let us know. I love you.
Today I was doing Ronso in bed. Jordi has already gone to work. When I got up and I went to raise the blinds in the room, I heard a punxadeta, a new sensation. Today you have to be born, I thought, and I smiled. But if I have done more and I went to take a shower.
I fell in place and I bought a lot, fruit and vegetables, the car butt. Rosa, the vegetable jun hana stand, I asked if she wanted me raised ac